First of all, I feel terribly sorry for not posting in such a long time. It's been hella hectic week for me to be honest. Imma make sure to post more often :)
For this post, lemme quote (another) song that exactly describe my feeling right now.
When you walk away, I count the steps that you take. Do you see how much I need you right now?
It's Avril Lavigne's When You're Gone. I'm not breaking up with my bf peeps, but he went to USA for studies yesterday, so I've been in major typhoon mood right now.
I promised myself not to cry anymore, but it still feels like if someone touch this subject one more time, i might cry. Again.
All of this still feels surreal for me. Me and my best friend (also my bf's best friend) talked last night, about how we missed him. How we never expected him to be the one who left us first. He was always the joker and the lazy one among us. It feels so unreal that he's in other side of the world now when we usually talked and hang out until midnight together.
That line, that I quoted above, reminds me a lot to the moment when I watched him walked pass the check-in gate in airport. Even on that moment, he already felt so far. And I really do felt every single steps that he took, felt so painful.
Anyway, these photos were taken in front of my bf's house and was taken by him. Also, with his super cutedog, Chassy!
Oversized Dark Blue Sweater - Pull&Bear
USA Flag Work Bag - Mata - Mata
Chain Metalic Blue Flats - Calliope
Studded Light Denim Jeans - Gaudi (I add the studs myself :))